Assalamualaikum,
Alhamdulillah syukur keHadrat Nya.. atas rezeki pemberian dari Nya. Walaupun last month, I was devastated with the info given from the doctor of having a fibroid di dalam rahim, Kini, benih kecil telah pun jua menumpang nyawa nya di dlm rahim ku. Allahu Akbar.. begitu besar kuasa Mu Ya Allah... Dengan izin mu jua sesuatu itu bakal terjadi... Alhamdulillah..
It all started when I knew about my health problem having of having a fibroid, baik jua Husband seorang yang benar2 memahami.. and supported me all the way. He reminded me to drink Herbalife (mana tau mau shrink the fibroid - he said). so yes, i drank the herbalife.. and at the same time, i can feel hormonal changes in me... together with the cramping.
My tailor asked if I was pregnant when she measured me.. katanya.. mana ada lampuh.. only your punggung besar maaaa.... ada baby kali dlm itu perut.. so like i said.. bah we wait and see lah but it turned out i had my period by the end of the week. Its ok - Hubby said.. I still love you and we can try lagi.. Ahhhh… <3 <3 Terima Kasih Ya Allah kerana menganugerahkan pada ku seorang pendamping yang penyayang sepertinya...
A week prior to my period this month, soalan yang sama keeps on moving in my mind. I do feel the symptoms again like the previous months, but I was too phobia to check. Takut terlalu mengharap and akhirnya sedih sendiri… 4 days prior to my actual period day, my sister inlaw & her fiancé belanja mkn. During the dinner, I felt kesakitan yang amat sangat seperti menyucuk-nyucuk. Hairan, tapi inda jua peduli. After the dine out, hubs took me out for a short grocery shopping akhirnya berani jua ku bertanya if we should buy or not the home PT. di masukan tah jua the HPT into our basket.
At home, we tested. NIL.. devastated again, I left the PT in the toilet. Subuh itu terkejut I bila my hubby bisik kan ke telinga “I think you are pregnant.” Dengan senyuman nya sekali. And I was like.. “huh?” kan tadi blank? And then he said, he looked at the PT again and saw very very faint macam bayangan line kedua. I rushed to check it myself and yes.. there was it.. but too early to be happy. We decided to check again next week when my period was suppose to start.
Sesungguhnya Iman I tak sanggup menunggu selama itu. Hari ketiga selepas itu, I secretly bought myself HPT and tested. To my surprise there were 2 lines!!!!! I took picture and mms to my hubby.. (he was with me at home atthat time.. saja kan buat surprise! ;p) Demi melihat mms itu, he smiled and asked… “bila syg beli?” He was so excited that he left me and ran to check the PT himself. Hehehe…
Alhamdulillah... :) sungguuh ku bersyukur kehadrat Mu ya Rabb…
Kini zuriatku sdh berumur 5 minggu. :) can’t wait 3 more weeks to go for my 1st ultrasound. I really want to see the baby’s heart beat....
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Alhamdulillah ;) syukran ya Allah
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